black♥gold

2010-07-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

MOVED TO

WWW.MIZZGOLDDIE.TUMBLR.COM

2010-05-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

GADUH BAIK GADUH BAIK GADUH BAIK

2010-05-22T23:34:00.006+08:00

in the cab on the way to town
(public transport only!! for heavy shopping ) hahaha..

Baby and I have been on retail therapy for this past week , We bought ourselves lots and lots of things.... From tops, shoes , watch , bag ..... and we sure did enjoyed our great feasts together .. KL and genting in a few weeks time .. am soo excited ...

Sunday love !!

2010-05-02T14:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I had a great day with boyfie . We started the day very early . I booked ironman2 tickets for the 1.30 show at amk hub ... We didn't know what to eat for lunch and we ended up smuggling quater pounders to the movies .. Hahaha .. After that we went to take a busride to hougang fadly's place to settle the issues we had about the travel agent that cheated and lied to us . We went to golden mile on the same day to collect back our money .
People please don't opt starmart travel .
We switched our travel agent to transtar travel .
So at last our trip is confirmed and no more worries .
Today bf is still suffering from his sorethroat and a lil of fever .. Pity him . Keep coughing like everything is coming out from his body ...
Gonna go to the clinic laterr ..

Well suddenly i was shocked to realise that someone deleted me from fb today . Like only today I realised .
Don't know what's the reason is . Seems like she don't wanna be friends with me anymore .
Remember I wasn't the one who wanted to befriend u. Ure the one who wanted to delete me off .
I forgave u soo long long ago . And have no more grudges . But it seems that ure still not over it .
It's ok dear . It's ur fb . U can do whatever u want .

Last words , it's my blog and I cam say whatever I want .

2010-04-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

When I do it .They see it. When others do it . They don't see it .
Being a minority sucks after all.

Thanks but you really don't have to say "motivational words or phrases " just to make me feel good.
If you guys dont like me "SAY IT TO MY FACE " you cowards..

You haven't see what I'm capable of.

For now , its my rice bowl to support my school fees. I just have to bear HELL till end of this year.

I miss BABY!! gonna see him on FRIDAY!!!

Hectic week

2010-04-11T15:04:00.003+08:00

It all began on Monday . Internal Audit & Review exam. I managed to answer everything .. just a few questions I dont remember how ..just blabbered a few para in the question to make it look that I understand ..hahaha... Tuesday : back to work.. I know Im not that affected in the Financial Year closing . but I see people soo busy everywhere... They dont seem they need my help .. so i just went on doing my daily work.. I dont care ... hahhaa.. They are paid more than me to do soo.. Wednesday was fine ..Then came Thursday .. It was my half day as Mgmt Accounting paper was at 2pm.. In the morning .. I was rushing like HELL.... The SIM cards distribution .. the daily reconciliation.. the last minute email I received about printing label barcode on the latest Fixed Assets.. .. My drawer is still full of my daily work items.. Then ... went to school to take my paper . Guess what ,,,..... I really wasted my time and money for this ... I couldnt answer any of those questions.. I gave up ... I finished the paper in 55mins... instead of 3 hrs... But then , me and S .. we stayed after the paper ..to revise Performance Mgmt for Friday's paper ... We went back at 8pm... On Friday ... I went to school early to revise before exam at 2pm... PM was ok. The tips given by Mr David Goh the revision paper was very useful...Lucky i memorised the theory.. But as for Cash Budget and transfer pricing .. I really couldnt do it .... Saturday : while mr T.i went to work at 2 ... I slacked all the way at his house ... until he came back ..Like a LAZY bum rite... hahaha... Today is Sunday : aim for today is to STUDY Financial MANAGEMENT!! I think I'm going to Bishan Library for better ambience to study . Studying at home makes me wanna SLEEP !! temptation of the pillows and mattress.!! Wish Me Luck for my next exam !!

'"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. "
- Unknown

2010-04-06T00:17:00.002+08:00

Its just so different nowadays ...
Issit me or him ??
I just missed the old times when we first met.

2010-04-05T02:03:00.005+08:00

I don't like updating my blog.. I have a mundane life .. Hahahha .. So nothing much to talk about ...
For now , I have to concentrate on school, work and bf ...
Hehehe ...

Tommorw is my audit paper and I only read 6chapters .. Haisshh ...
Honestly I don't feel like studying anymore . Coz I dnt think I have enuff time to cope with my work timing.
I just wanna finish my diploma .. Degree maybe not ... Maybe I'll just stay at the middle ranking position .. Hehehe ..
Who doesn't want to have a degree ?? But the commitment really sucks .. The money sucks too ...
I don't know what's ahead in years to come... But I'm sure i wanna pray hard that I'll be financially stable..

I love my T.I more and more each day..

makeover sunday

2010-03-29T00:52:00.003+08:00

after makeover by Syraskins.

i miss my baby T.i
the day i first met him ..........

the day when we were official ....

the day we first hold hands ...

the day he first kissed me..

the day i felt the warmth in his hugs...

the very first "Do u love me? " question..

the day he introduced me to his family.

the day where he was very protective of me...

and i pray everlasting love forever ..

Amin .

i heart u babe

2010-03-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

okla .. webcammin session w Fieza

new highlights

2010-03-17T19:20:00.002+08:00

ain cherriella , mizzgolddie , sassybella & lynnastro
thanks to KENARIS SALON!

sundays are love♥♥♥

2010-03-02T00:38:00.005+08:00

fieza n me

shasha & fieza ....

rascal Gfs ....

2010-02-17T01:06:00.002+08:00

sentosa

2010-02-15T14:34:00.003+08:00

thanks sassy for the outing . :)

sunday mornings with prince

2010-02-07T12:34:00.002+08:00

Prince Arumi feat Uncle Dydy & Aunty Emas

Dydy & me

2010-02-06T20:21:00.005+08:00

i wanna make a big shout out to everyone out there .

I made a BIG promise to myself and to HIM that i wanna change my BAD habits and to be a much much better person . Not too late for New year resolutions ..

Hopefully you would help me change myself ..

I tend to forget sometimes ,... so dont get mad at me bby dear.

i love u !

happy 24th birthday bby

2010-02-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

Baby had a simple birthday celeb this year.. with me all day long ... i bought him a brownie bday cake .. .. i dont know why he doesnt have the mood to celebrate... he didnt want to blow the candle and all.. he didnt have the mood .. he was bein cranky on his bday .. mood swings.. mybe thinkin dat he just started a new job . and is not that financially stable until he gets his 1st pay on the 28th this month .. still long way to go .. We spent time with his family .. his mum cooked wonderful dishes .. sambal prawns .. and lauk thailand .. and ikan bilis sambal petai .. ..
later in the evening .. we went to watch the TOoth Fairy .. funny show .. but ok la.. .. had a great time with him.. I LOVE U MOHD ISMARDI!!!!!!

overdue updates ...

2010-01-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

ok anyhow... lame uh ...

muscular bby .. heheh

the monster bby ..
cutest thing on earth right ??

anyway ... life has been boring these few days...
that's all ..

bye..

Cousin's wedding 02.01.10

2010-01-03T18:05:00.006+08:00

Saturday Wedding

Abg Siddiq & Kak Norain

my family

the bride's side

their wedding car

posing .

Nenek's grandaughters

Qistina

cousins

all of us

2009-12-30T22:53:00.003+08:00

family time ..

(some retards behind the pic)

dydy cullen .. --- roll eyes.....

putra gg for friday prayers

fie's bday

Happy 1year 4 months !!

to YOU

2009-12-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

I will love you forever and a day, and if forever takes a lifetime, then I promise to be there at the end to greet you with open arms.

Then we will finally have all the dreams we have ever dreamt about, become a reality.

let the pictures do the talking

2009-11-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

sister lynn ♥

gf fieza ♥

clubbing with Gfs ♥

dearest baby ♥

my prince ♥

adorable kids ♥

nelly feat Q ♥

2009-10-30T22:45:00.007+08:00

Been MIA for quite some time ...
coz of the laptop breakdown.. but now its fixed...!!!
and i got the new WINdows 7 ..

hmmm...,...
Work , school and boyfriend has been very tough for me to cope with for these few months...
and i don't think I'm an organized person.. I cant balance things well enough ...
haizz.z.. :)

cute kan ni arumi... i bought a customized romper for his 2nd month .
its says " Prince Arumi " cute kan .. hehehehhe... I LOVE HIM TO THE CORE ......

and this girl too... kakak Q!!!

she calls me Auntie Mashh .. and she calls bf Uncle Dady ... cutekan..

and he she remembers our toy bear.. "NYENYEK"... hahha..

hmm .. been spending most of the time with diz two cute little ones..

just cant describe how bad i love babies...

and lastly.. i wanna wish Happy 1year 2months annivesary baby love.. Muacks..

selamat hari raya....

2009-09-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims out there...

Maaf zahir dan batin!!

I'm at my Jb house.. be back tomorrow.. :)

weekend.

2009-09-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

I'm happy that these few days baby really spent his day off with me to the fullest. On Friday, I followed him play futsal with his friends at Balestier. After that we went to eat at Yassin (i guess) . .. Then we headed straight home . Then on Saturday, from morning till noon, I spent the fullest time with him together playing bejeweled blitz beta. We had a battle . He won most of the times... but at last I beat his high score... Wohoooo.. hehe... then we had our break fast at newton with his friend Man and gf.Lots of seafood. Then we headed to Cathay to watch Gamer... There was a huge crowd at Cathay.. duhh... Saturday night.. After the movie .. we went to Al - Madinatul to watch Man U game . Man U won 3 - 1 ... and then after the reviews.. we went home .. The End .. hahaha.. Thanks for the outing and treat Dydy...

and i got to play with Putra Arumi all by myself just now... !!!!!!

I wish I had a baby so cute like him one day..

365 days .

2009-08-30T00:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US !!!

May today be filled
with happy memories of the past
and bright hopes for the future

I ♥ YOU MOHD ISMARDI

open a brand new book

2009-08-20T23:53:00.007+08:00

updates : Fasting Month Coming Soon = Loose 10kg!

Happy Fasting to all Muslims ! May we respect this holy month. Amin .

Anyway .. updates to pics from the Coffee Bean Tiong Bahru Reunion Gathering .

2009-08-16T16:09:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Mohd Al Jufri

i wanna wish happy 18th to my brother.
Jgn nk kurang2 ajar ngn aku slalu .

saturday

2009-08-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

not so much things to talk about.
I love my job i guess... haha..since i've been transferred to another section..
i finish my exams .. 2weeks break i guess...
I love my hot BF . haha.. I love myself.
and I can't wait to meet up the Coffee Beanies .

hangover

2009-08-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm saying this right from the heart with sincerity and honesty.
I'm really grateful today that bf made his time to spend time with me although he was "working"..and although we had a fight yesterday night. He treated me movie and popcorns!!
I know your work sucks to the core . You always get tired and sick. I understand that baby .Maybe i was being cranky and needed more attention from u . We spent time at home all the time . And you playing games. and i fall asleep by your side . and sometimes its just so little things we do.. and suddenly its already time for me to go home .. :( It so sad bby.
I startled for a while when we separated at Bugis just now. I came to realise that how patient you were with me when trying to talk things out between us. You changed. Normally you would vent out your anger. I knew this was it .I knew that I really have to change my ways for the better. Few more weeks marks our 1 year anniversary together.I dont wanna let all of this go down the drain just like that. I'm gonna promise this. I will.

I love you baby dear.

Movie

2009-08-06T23:38:00.001+08:00

I wanna thanked bf for the movie & dinner treat yesterday. After my FA exam I headed to Toa Payoh .From there, we went to watch at Shaw Balestier. There should be Part 2 maybe ..coz it ended kinda lame though . But I loved the fun and action.

Anyway .. next week Econs exam . Need to study hard for this long weekend.

beauty and the feast

2009-08-03T01:49:00.011+08:00

Sunday. 02.08.09
Flea&easy at ZOuk with pen ain n zanna ..
I sold quite a lot of my stuffs. :)

come down to Zouk peeps.

2009-08-02T10:03:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the very dusty blog .. I don't really have time nowadays..
Time is very2 limited for me. So many things to do .. Finance Accounting exams on Weds..
And I'm still not doing any practice questions.. :( that's bad.
Will be going off to Zouk later.. Selling off my 2nd hand clothes,bags and shoes.. :)
Bby's working full shift today.. imagine from 7am to 11pm.. How tired can that be..
I pity my bby. He always get sick and tired all times. :( That makes me more sick and tired too..
Heehehe.. :) ♥♥

Baby and me are doing so much better nowadays.. Alhadulillah . Thank you God.
We learn to forgive and forget. :) I ♥ you nyenyek!!! hahaha..

sunday at his place

2009-07-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

morning woke up ...
ayah made breakfast .. bake beans n cheese toasted on bread. .. n teh tarik.
bby called he said to be at his house by 3pm.. when i was still at home at 2.30..
faster took bus 123 to orchard.. den alighted at somerset to take 162,... it was 3pm and still the bus
didnt came.. was so frustrated .. den took the cab to bright hill drive.. hahaha...
bby said if i was late he asked me to go home... hmmmpphh !! hehehe... i know he was kidding..
reached his house .. was very hungry .. haven't had lunch yet.. then .. Nasi tinggal sikit ..
Then i cooked rice.. we both finished the leftover rice with beef curry and sambal goreng.. After that I was still hungry though.. I ate peanut butter n bread.hahaha..
Later then, Juwita came over with food!! yummy2.. prata n mee goreng from Prata House .
I ate one prata kosong... Baby was having toothache and headache too ... Poor dear boyfriend... Next week we'll go to the dentist k .I memorised chapter 1 of econs today. Thanks bby for testing me. But for a second only!!! hmmphh... so lazy ..
I msged ibu asking where she was.. She was on the way home. Now I'm blogging while he is sleeping... He has to go back to work at 11pm.. Awie n adeq just reached home.. .
That's all for today.. No pictures la. ... anyway... my lappy at home still fcked up!! ACER sucks!!
dont buy Acer!! hhahaha....
**i spent 100bucks on shopping yesterday!! hahahaha... :)

i wanna get heels.. hmmm,,,, :)

hello

2009-07-09T22:01:00.005+08:00

its been quite a while since i last updated my blog..
laptop down.. :( something wrong with the graphic card. ......
and been very busy with work and school.
I wanna thanked those who wished me on my birthday especially boyfriend who made
my 21st bday the best one.. I LOVE U BABY!! [pink n red roses , ipod and a surprise cable car dining !!] Be jealous PEOPLE!! hahahhaa.....

more updates soon. will be very busy this month. Exams coming in August.!!!

2009-06-12T20:57:00.003+08:00

a movie that can give u millions of heartaches..
hahha.a....
Lucky bf was there for me... haha...
the Ahbeng beside us was very "LOUD"...thanks ehhh...
banyak bebual ar ni Ahbeng. !!
The Audience were also very irritating tooo....
But no doubt.. I liked the movie..
Terima Kasih byk2 nye kekasih awal dan terakhir ku..
hehehhe...

sunday

2009-06-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

tired of life . tired of working . tired of school n everything.
my life seems not to be in the right tracks i guess.. Everything seems so complicated.
Its very hard , hurtful, and tired being EMAS ATIKAH.

I pray to God to give all the best in me and my love ones. Amin.

2009-06-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

We went to watch Terminator Salvation yesterday. Thanks for the treat syg.
I love u soo much....

John COnnor ..... i love his voice... But Kyle Reese is CUTEeeee...!!

Dearest bby,

This post is specially dedicated to u .

9months has passed so fast my dear...And we went through alot of ups and downs..
I appreciate all the good things , the gifts.. the sacrifices...
I've never love a guy as much as this before.
You're the one I need.
I'm sorry because I always make u angry ,
sorry for NOT listening to u when u ask me to do something. even though i do it in the end.
But with a stupid face. I'm sorry for saying things that I shudnt say.
Death can only tear us apart bby .

xoxo
E

the day that i will never forget

2009-06-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

saturday

2009-05-31T21:34:00.005+08:00

had a great Saturday yesterday......
the day started meeting Dee at Eunos.. hahaahaa....
we went to audition for a drama for the ramadhan season. hehehe...
Seri Wahyuni auditioned us.. So funny la ... Hahaa. lucky me n Dee came together.
The other girls came alone ...(so paiseh come alone) Ok.. if we're lucky and they need extra's they will call us up.Insyaallah.. This is just for fun and exposure.
And yes.. both of us were kinda crazy.. we walked from Eunos to kg ubi cc.. den back to eunos mrt.. den went to geylang .. den went back to eunos mrt. hahahahaa... kiteorang exercise....
but Dee was even funnier.. She decided to take bus home. Then half way she msged me.. she said that she's walking back to the Mrt station to take Mrt..hahaha. Gila... :)

weeee.......
Later at night .. Went to ECP ... baby went playing soccer at the CAGE at ECP.
His NEA friends group.. Baby was improving compared to last week. Despite to his asthma attack last week.. He told me that he has never felt worried to play soccer all his life . I was so worried at first when he wanted to play again yesterday. But then he was doing just fine.
I was relieved though I caught him breathing through his mouth when playing. I'm happy that he has cut down on his smoking . Keep it up bby.
Went home at about 3am. I was sooo sleepy I didnt wait for him to finish bathing....
Sorry..... and today instead of watching ROle Models online together , I slept half way...
I dont know why I have been so sleepy these few days. And now I have to read up my Econs. ...Nite nite..

xoxo
E

10.45 pm.... : bby n me both totally forgot that yesterday was our 9 months annie... hahhaa..
just called him just now.. hahahhaa..... how could we have forgot about it. ?? haaa...
and dear b.. jgn nk step u da wish I time I tido eh.... heee.... :)

2009-05-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

Here I am.... nothing to blog about .. Its 12 plus in the morning ... Nothing to do.. Been facebooking since I reached home..Met Zanna girl just now. Walked from robertson quay all the way to Liang Court to have dinner at SUbway. Thanks for the treat Zanna. Muackss!!

I think I'm improving things in life. I've started to realize things and stuffs.
I hope this goes on for long. I need to read my econs at least twice a week. I need to do my financial accounting homework n exercises. I really need to improve my sleep timing weekdays, coz it seemed that I have difficulties waking up everyday. Lucky my house is only 10mins away from work. But I have to catch the 8.40am bus on time . I have to strictly discipline myself in order to SUCCEED in life. I wanna be a person who wont depend on others to live. I'm meeting up boyfie tmmorw. Yippeeeyyy!! Been missing his adorable cute smile .
ok ok .. enuff braggin bout him .. ok .. Oyasumi Nasai . =)

2009-05-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

Congratulations Kris Allen !!

I dont understand people judging me when I ask them questions that I should ask and have the rights to ask. If I dont ask anymore that means I dont even care anymore and dont feel like doing it anymore. Work sucks. Have to wait 1 1/2 months more till I'm confirm and switch to the other side. Hope that person keeps his words. Be patient and we'll get what we want in the end .

I wish I was rich.
What I want for the next few months of salary.
- Ipod touch
-Hairdo
-Maldives
-Mauritius
-Hawaii
-Brooklyn NY.
- Prada Bag
- Chanel Bag
-Aigner Bag
-Coach flats
-100 dresses and office wear
-LaSenza lingerie
-Estee Lauder limited edition vintage compact black n gold case.
-Aldo Heels
-Kate Spade make up bag
-YSL coin pouch
-A private apartment
-Full make up set from YSL
-All types of fruity sweet floral perfume
- A personal beautician
- A banker
lastly to get married ASAP!!

hahahhahahhahahaa........ in my dreams !!!!!!!!! how i wish.

closer

2009-05-14T01:03:00.002+08:00

i hope things will be just fine.. :)

I love him soo much..

xoxo

E

"What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella?"

2009-05-12T21:07:00.004+08:00

It seems that people say things without thinkin what others might feel.

xoxo
emas

2009-05-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

Despite that I'm anti soccer.. I went to watch soccer and had dinner at Al Madinatul (not so sure) around Upp Serangooon with boyfie n frens... Manchester United vs Manchester City . and of course Man U won. 2 - 0..

Omg .... why am i blogging about soccer.. HEhehee... No la.. I'm not anti soccer..In fact if I have a chance I wanna try to learn how to play soccer . I just hate the soccer season coz boyfie is a big fan of soccer. and I have to accept the fact he loves watchin those matches and sacrificing his sleep, his rest all just for this. I only love watchin soccer when the effing cute handsome star players play.. Hehehehe... That one I dont mind. Hahaha.... 3 more weeks left till end of EPL season. Yipeyyyy...!!

**Ronaldo was being so emo when he was called out of the game . He's so cute.

*Thank you bby for makin the effort to spend time with me. Can i join u for more soccer matches... ??

2009-05-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

What's with guys n soccer.. Arghh.. super irritating....

hahahaahaha,,,,......

SICK

2009-05-06T19:58:00.003+08:00

i hate being sick. It hurts so much.
My low blood pressure makes me super giddy.
When I cough my stomach hurts .
I have blocked nose.
I have red spots all over my body. Baby says I was bitten by bed bugs.
I guess so. Coz for the past few days I slept on the mattress on the floor.
All of these but no fever.
How to make my blood level go up as normal ?
I hate lookin so pale when I dont wear make up.
I didnt go to the doctor. Coz I cant even drag my knees waking up.
Baby, dropped by to see me. Thank you dear.
So I'm still a temp so probably they wont need my mc.
I didnt go to school too..
Haishhhh.... I'm soo tired and weak.
Arghhhhhh.. I want ice cream. Like the most expensive mint choc ice cream in the world?
Please. ... someone..

us

2009-05-05T23:26:00.005+08:00

Work was lame.. Suddenly I hated accounts so much.
I hate auditing people's work. They simply don't understand
that's my job anyway. They make faces and be rude and try to bargain when
I spot their mistakes. Next time fckin check ur work before you confidently submit it!!
Stupid and so unprofessional. Low EQ people.

But anyway, Boss treated my dept for lunch today at The Pizza Place at Raffles City.
We ordered lots of food. I was so bloated I could eat 1 slice of pizza and a few calamari.
We packed the leftovers and brought back to the office.

Well today i met bby after work to watch Wolverine at Great World City.
I appreciate it so much dear. Imagine he hasn't sleep since 5am, he finished work at
7pm and met me at 8pm.. We went back at 11pm. How tired could he be. I love u baby.
U make me cry when I see you sacrificing ur sleep and health for me. I'm so touched dear.
I'm sorry for everything that I've done. My unnecessary crankiness and rudeness.. I love u sooo much sayang. Like sooo much you know. :) Muaaccckkkssss ..
I wanna date u on Saturday can ? Hehehhe.. :)

headache

2009-05-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

I have a headache.. and i hate it ..

I nak you lahh...

a fucker ruined my day this morning

2009-05-01T20:50:00.003+08:00

Baby has recovered from his high fever.. But not dat fully recovered though.....
Hmmm.. Take care bby .. Take your antibiotics... (I knw u hate takin medicine syg)..
Sorrry for nagging at you to these past few days bout ur health. and forcing u to eat medicine..
n I'm happy ur fever has gone down.... Thanks to me... hehehe..
Hmm... I dunnoe how things are gonna be the next few days .. I hope u will be fine bby..
I promise I wont make u worry.. or make u angry... I love you.

Well maybe I will be goin to Sentosa with parents tmmorw. ..Just the 3 of us..
Jufri went Batam with his frens .. haishhh... He's life so damm fun i guess..
Or mybe just i pass. :( I rather spend my time with bf. But he's always bz working...
Nevermind then... Bye

boyfriend is sick

2009-04-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

To My Dearest Boyfriend,

JUST BECAUSE

isnin

2009-04-27T23:26:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since we chat. The last time I remembered,I was so engrossed talking and I realised that he fell asleep.. :) Hah.. It seems like that u always spent time with me when u're sick, tired and sleepy. Baby.. you may not realised these things.. Because u're always working.. U get sick easily. U get tired easily. U get sleepy easily. Not to mention ur passion for soccer.. Late night soccer would affect ur health too... fyi... ;)

Thanks for dropping by for a sec to see me.. I appreciate it though .. Although u know that wasnt enough for me... Heheh.. and thanks for the thought of buyin the perfume you wanted me to wear...
Sweet gorgeous bby. I love you !!

hurt

2009-04-26T21:34:00.009+08:00

well.. today..
I went shopping alone.. Bought a dress, a sweet floral skirt, 3 basic tops and 2 flats. Bought 70 bucks worth of make up from body shop. I went to subway to eat alone. I walked around town for about 5hours. and yes I lost 2kg from walking... What a surprise right..Well i had a great day though. Haha..right.. Well., received a msg from the girls ... They're planning to meet up for a couple outing on Labour Day, this Friday.Bowling or movie.. and dinner ... I just don't get it why they need bfs/husbands by their side just to spent time and reunite we girls... Arghhhh.. fucked up.... I'll just pass and spend my labour day resting at home. Boring...Nevermind .. I'll go watch all the latest movies online.
Nobody cares about how I feel though.. They just don't care. Everybody so busy with their own lives. Maybe I really need time alone. Do everything alone. Don't depend on people. Be independent. Be there when people need me. Although they are not there when I need them .
That's who I am. I may not have many friends, due to just been to SG 3ears ago. But one day they would appreciate how much help n love I gave.

To Baby,
Hope u take care of your health. Don't overworked too much.
Just wanna tell you that I love you so much deep down from the bottom of my heart.

i'm missing him soo much

2009-04-23T22:27:00.004+08:00

The weather these past few days has been very very weird...
Yesterday, the winds started blowing super duper strong that lasted about 10mins...
I was shocked and terrified.. Ibu asked me to close the windows.. But I was scared to close it.
She was like .. " Ape u merepek ni.. ?? G tutup tingkap LAHHhhh... " ..hmmmpphh ...
I just ignored her. I asked Jufri instead.. hahaha.. There was a reason why I didnt want to close the
windows.. Firstly, the trees infront of my window are freakin HUGE...!! Secondly.. .. I remebered, bby's ibu told me " Kalau ribut cepat2 tutup tingkap.. kalau tk ade benda masuk..." Hmmmpphhh.!!
I had goosebumps all over my body when I thought of that..
After the wind... There was rain for just 15minutes... Then back to the HOT HOT weather ... till today.. haishhhh... :(
Anyway.... I felt dizzy after lunch... till 6pm... I think its because it was super duper hot when I went out to buy lunch.. then went back to the office... Air Con .... That's why maybe..

P.S,
I feel a little bit disappointed with someone who suppose to meet me for lunch today... :(

work sleep eat

2009-04-22T20:12:00.003+08:00

life has been bored ... school reopens in May... haishhh...
can't wait to get my results. I don't think I will do well in my subjects..

Just wanna show u guys how great this MR is.

Mr Daniel D.
Wohooooo.......
(pssttt,,,... pause my music player 1st.)

after soo long ...

2009-04-16T20:40:00.004+08:00

Working is soooo tiring.. Haishhhh.... :( I wanna be a rich "tai tai" lady... No work, no stress.. To live in a mansion . Shopping at high end boutiques... Meet other "tai tai" cliques for spa.. Go overseas every week. .. I wish... (Still working hard to reach to the top)
Anyway... I finish watching the full episodes of Manja Lara . Been watching since Monday. I love watching dramas.. It makes me forget everything.
Can't wait to spend the weekend with bf. I miss him super duperrrr much...... Wohooooo....Friday Saturday Sunday!! YIPEEEE... Boyfriend has been so nice to me.. I love u bby. I miss his snore. I miss hugging him. I miss smelling him. I miss irritating him. I miss biting him. I miss pulling his bulu kaki. I miss kissing him all over. I miss his super sexy lips.HAhahahaha... I miss his towel smell. I miss his bantal busuk. I miss cooking for him. I miss making syrup for him. I miss nagging at him. and finally the most important thing I miss is .... I miss his cb400. ;)

i have the rights to say what i want in my diary.....

2009-04-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

Maybe its just fate .. sometimes my life seems to be the same old shit over n over again.
Good things never ever happen in my life ... except being with bby mardy..
I'm just a loser that has more than 1 million flaws u should know by now..
I'm going back to my house at JB tommorow.. B O R I N G. .. ..
Maybe I should just eat rojak n DIE! then everyone will remember for who I was. .....

sunday

2009-04-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

lazy to blog!!

i wanna shop till i drop..

nite nite . :)

day was great

2009-04-03T23:29:00.003+08:00

today was my first at work.. i reached work early... 8.45am..
took bus 186 to work. only 3 stops ... hahaha.. my colleague even
told me that I can walk to work..
But nahhh... I dun wanna sweat goin to work..
I'm in the Financial Accounting Control Dept(FACD) .
I didn't know that the Bank was a huge place
with many depts .. Includes export,import,loans,tops forex, money transfer..
And guess what? I saw Evon .... my classmate from ITE workin in the Export or Import Dept
if Im not mistaken.. They were like thousands of people workin in the Bank.. I didnt know that
Banks had these behind the scenes... hahaha....
Basically I only did some easy auditing on total proofing.Well, there are lots more to learn,...
And yes people from the whole Bank from various depts will see me everyday to pass me the daily transactions..I will be going up n down the Bank.Sounds like fun.. but its tiring I guess.
And they're not stingy giving OT to staffs. Even though I stay half hour extra late, they pay us OT.. and we dont need approval at all. Just write on the form the forecast time of our OT and tadaaa we will be paid. !!! they will also double check our Tap Card . WOhooooo... Double2 triple2
the money compared to the previous place.!!!

my last day at PKIT

2009-04-03T00:05:00.004+08:00

My last day. 14 April 2008 - 02nd April 2009
I would like to Thanked Everybody In PKIT
who has made my days there a wonderful one.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!

forgetful me

2009-03-31T10:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY SAYANG .

I'm sorry baby I forgot our 7 months annivesary..

I love u bby ..

i keep falling in love with u

2009-03-29T23:39:00.004+08:00

lame friday

2009-03-27T20:28:00.009+08:00

Its a FRIDAY NIGHT and I'm stuck at work.. WTF!!doing OT...
I have to train myself the work timing since I chose Accounts as my career.
After grad, if I were to pursue in Accounts too, I think I have to sacrifice my month ends.

Well, I'm starting to like weddings.haha.. an old fren of mine,Shazlyna gave me links of wedding entertainment services and bridal gallery websites and multiply.I was so into the websites. GOSHH .. tanx shazlyna!! hehe..But the wedding trends nowadays have gothic black theme. But surely in 2 years time,insyaallah .. if I'm getting married,I want my wedding to be black & gold theme. Baby is also loving black n gold too.So hopefully a YES ..and it should be a private small affair..with only close frens and relatives.. So these are my favourites..But none had black n gold

i love this one the best.

BABY I WANT THEM ALL PLEASE!!

2009-03-25T22:05:00.004+08:00

I spent my boredom watching Radit & Jani .
I cried alot throughout the movie. :(
All the sacrifices Jani went through..
She even sacrificed her pride for Radit.
Radit stills never change.
Movies n real life always show that the girl always make a lot of
sacrifices for the one they only love.But then the guy still never change to
make them happy. Radit is a coward to me. He wasn't responsible at all.
If he really loves Jani, he would go all the way to change his ways n habits.

I'm giving 5star rating for this movie. Must watch.

That's all.

OT

2009-03-24T19:50:00.003+08:00

Here I am blogging at work at this time of hour. I just don't see the point working office hours anymore.People see it as an eight hour job but I feel that i spent my whole day at work every single day. When it comes to month end closing, OTs are a MUST!! You have to submit reports on time . Balance your accounts right.. and bla bla bla.. You sacrifice your sleep everyday and you strain your eyes looking at the screen every day. When the weekends come, you wanna hit back the hours of sleep you've lost. But for me, I've not been doing that anymore though.. I don't know why .Exams are around the corner . But I haven't touch my last few topics for my maths .I skipped class. Now I have to self study. I'm getting fatter I guess. I feel very lazy,restless, and I tend to eat a lot when I'm bored. I need to exercise . True Sophie, we do need an exercise . Swimming nk ? 1000 laps of breathstroke..
Tapi cam NO time gitu kan.. hahaha.. haishh ok. malas nk blog. tgk seme da malas!!

i miss netball. i don't even know will I ever get a chance to play netball again!!

beautiful sunday

2009-03-22T16:58:00.005+08:00

yup yup yup. new skins baby !! hahaa. :)
as usual my weekends at bright hill drive thomson.
i took half day leave on Friday coz bby was not working.
After work , headed to tanjung pagar to do some agreements
for my new job. Baby was not feeling well though.
He had cough flu and asthma. But then, he came all the way to
tanjung pagar just to fetch me.. Isn't he the best bf in the world!!
I LOVE U SYG!! then we went to J8 to eat subway .. thank you bby.
Then we headed home. We were drenched on the way home .
Suppose to meet up the girls at arab st . But as bby was not feeling well
and the weather sucks we decided to stay home. Hehehe.
His mum is soo into ghosts .hehe.. She likes to watch them at youtube.
soo funny la IBU. she keeps insisting that there's a video on youtube
about the 2nd link immigration ghost. I couldn't find anything.But we
watched other ghost links instead.
Baby was busy playing PSP.... We slept quite early knowing that bby has to work
early on Saturday.

On Saturday, bby reported sick .. His cough was getting worse.
And he also reported sick coz he said that he wanted to spent time with me.
True ? hmmm.. hehhehe..
We had a few fights all just because of my crankiness..hahaha.
Yah i admit. Its because I want ATTENTION!! I am a bby .
I need attention.. hehehhe.. Syg, I love u tau.

muke smangat main game.

happy + sad ..

2009-03-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

i got the JOB !! yipeeyyyy!! I can't wait to leave that place or should I say
the department .. The hotel is a very nice place to work. All the colleagues from
other departments like housekeeping , front office and f&b ..They're very friendly ...
and the way we greet each other " good morning" or even a simple "hi"
reflects on how we "create memories" as what has been taught by the GM, Mr Felix Yeo.
But I don't think I could handle the pressure I face everyday in my department by my sub boss
BETTY. She uses vulgar hokkien language .. and she does not carry the professionalism as an officer in the department .. My FC is neutral . I don't quite talk to him unless there is a meeting or a normal greeting in the morning . He is a very nice BOSS to say.
And as on more I think I hate is the bad attitude these people in the department have is
GOSSIP and RUMOURS . During the General Staff Meeting , the GM said about his resignation
issue .. Some people who created rumours about him why he is leaving . And yah ... I know who are the ones creating the rumours .. Rumours always come from the accounts dept where there are full of kpo old hacks.. They can go talking so loudly about their children or how much they bought their TV .. haha , crap!! but when we youngsteers go to each others desk to chit chat . they will give us a strange STARE. like wth ?
So much of talking about the experience I had at PKIT..
wel .. i am happy coz I got recruited in a very big organisation.
I can't wait to work there. Its a Japanese company. They practise japanese culture there.
Its open concept . They don't use partitions . Wahh.. so fun..
But too bad ,, they won't be any free lunch anymore.. hahaha.
Bank of TOkyo here i COME!!!!!!!!!!!

bored day

2009-03-17T20:37:00.003+08:00

there goes my normal day routine ..

after work.. i decided to do some mugging before heading home..

studying alone makes me wanna cry and sleep..

no motivation at all. :(

anyway.. i don't understand why people like

to make assumptions before i even complete a

sentence.. and they don't know what our intentions

are in the first place anyway..

i wanna score A for my biz maths ..!!

and I must score A!!

however, i want to score A for english skills too

but have not been doin any reading lately..

essay is about 3000 words..

gosshhhh .. :(

no one is helping me so i have to HELP myself.

friday night

2009-03-14T09:25:00.008+08:00

yesterday friday the 13th .. after work me n pen went to town to meet cdah.
she finished work at 7 .. we headed to town at reached around 7.30.
cdah was SUPERrrrrr dupeeeerrrr late !! we waited around an hour ..
soo much of cam-whoring and gossip.. hahhaa.... :)
when cdah came, i was no in a soo good mood though .. :(
hungry like hell ..too much of waiting and talking ...
we were all shagged.. lazy to walk around.. cdah wanted to
eat TCC.. wooohooo... pocket koyak la tengah2 bulan ,,,...
den cdah met her boyfie at forum mac.. den at last we all just went to eat
MAC.. like 3days straight in a row i ate MAC. -boring--- ...
got free meals!! yipeyy!! tanx HAFISS..

the book from tapas tree.

2009-03-12T15:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday watched 3D bloody valentine with ismardi at cathay handy rd!!
we reached plaza singapura at about 7 plus.... then we walked to handy rd
to buy tix.. after dat we sat around took ugly pictures with my samsung phone..
hahha... .. we wanted to eat subway again ... then i thought peace centre had one..
so we headed there and there was NO subway at all!! hahhaa...we ate MAC.. ..
haha..lame or what.. the movie was great though.. i hate killing scenes la..
after the movie..both of us had BACKaches!! really.. bby thought that maybe
because we have not been watching movies for quite some time.. then suddenly,
POOF.. we're watching movies straight in a row .. hahaha. need to take a movie
break... slackin' at home lying hugging and kissing is much more fun aite dear?? hahah

anyway i'm so looking forward for this movie ..

I AM SOO IN LOVE WITH ZAC EFRON!!hahah.. look at his biker jacket .. **melts**

see how gorgeous he is..

half day

2009-03-11T16:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I took half day leave coz bby was not working and I had an interview at
raffles place. I took cab from serangoon plaza to raffles place.. 9 bucks or what !! haishh..
i didnt want to be late for the interview. As for the interview, they wanted an urgent candidate,
and I don' think I could coz me n pen thought of tendering together on the 31st March and then it will take 2 weeks notice . must get a new job fast!! can't tahan anymore here!!
sick n tired of doing photostating faxes .. doing invoicing .. the same thing everyday..
fuck or what !!anyway .. after the interview, I went straight to bby's house ....
He was in the shower when I came,,..
bukak pintu sendiri, cam rumah sendiri.. hahhaa..
den straight I went in to his bedroom.. I lied down on his mattress and hug all his
bantal busuk..hahha.. it felt so great .. hehhee.. i miss him ok. :)
then he came in, wanting to surprise me... but I smelled the shokutbusu soap smell all over..
i turned around and there he was.. my precious syg.. hehehe.. .
After that , he wanted to eat.. so I cooked the korean kimchi maggi for him and tomyam for
me... At about 6plus we both went to AMK hub as usual .,. We went to buy tix to watch WATCHMEN!! it started at 8.45pm... so we went jalan2 at amk central ,...we bought toiletries..
and YEY.. bby bought me a pair of fake eyelashes that costs $8.90.. thank you bby..i love you so much you know.. we both ate subway and I had strawberry bubble green tea.. we ate standing outside the entrance .. .... sedappppppppp!!!

the movie ended at 11.45pm .. then we headed home..

i love mr manhattan ..
heheh... :)

next 3D my blood valentine !!

2009-03-09T09:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just don't understand people.
they want us to listen to them, but they themselves don't listen to us ..
its dissapointing sometimes..they never appreciate all the sacrifices I've done for them ..
i'm solely very sad about this matter.

SOMETIMES, I WONDER WHAT DO I GAIN FROM DOING THEM A FAVOUR WHEREAS I DON'T GET ANYTHING IN RETURN .
I GET INSULTS AND THREATS INSTEAD..
I don't get apologies at all.

I'm a nice person, although people treat me LIKE SHIT, I clear things for them.
I do what they want me to do.
I make them happy.

I pray to GOD everyday so that ONE fine day,
these people will realise that I have been a great HELP to them..
and when that ONE fine day comes .. I will be gone.

sadness

2009-03-06T17:17:00.003+08:00

this gorgeous handsome gay looking guy

is my boyfren.. ahhahahhha..

sorry baby.

I came to realise that I have been very selfish to him..
I always think about how I feel.

I never think of how he feels and he has reasons

for doing things that I don't quite like .
And I get too jealous and insecure over
little girls or bitches who just dont know how
to mind their own business ..
Bf is too over friendly.. He's nice to everyone.
But some girls sometimes get the wrong perception .
I'm sorry dear..
just wanna let you know sometimes gerls can be very PERASAAN.
for example, that girl who posted in her blog about you that she has a crush on you.
hahha.. i'm over her ok. to me she's a piece of SHIT and a girl with no pride and dignity .
Tells everyone she has a crush on someone's boyfriend.
And also telling everyone that someone who is the most handsome
guy or the IDOL of that particular company likes her. ..like NOT!! . If she has looks or she has something
that any other girl doesn't have then takper la.. I'm not trying to say she's ugly or what la..But almost all her colleagues
make fun of her ..
HAHHAHAHA.. and she even posted in her blog about discriminating the girlfrens/fiancee'/wives of her guy frens/colleagues.
Takdapat amik gambar abeh nk complain.TKTAU MALU KAPE!!
ok.. this is a very nasty post of mine. I'm not suppose to this. But I just can't handle it anymore.
I've been keeping it for quite a while. So now that I've let it out I feel VERY relieved.
Anyway. from today onwards me EMAS ATIKAH BINTE MOHAMED HAZHAR promises to try not to be
insecure or paranoid over small little things. To think back, what do I gain from getting jealous over THESE gerls.??
I will learn from my mistakes and try not to repeat it again. k sayang ??
Timing issues.
Honestly, from my point of view..
We don't get to spent time with each other often.
I'm working office hours but he is working shift.
He works 4 days and 1 day off, and out of 4, he works 3 days 12 hour
shift and only 1 day 8 hour shift . How tired that can be.. Poor baby. He even needs to
work OT after his 12 hour shift . For example , 11am to 11pm. den continue straight to
11pm to 7 am. and then the next day will be 11am shift. I'm so worried for his health.
Insurance expiring and renewal of road tax. He needs to work extra then other usual months.
Baby , all I need is just time you can spare to spent time with me .. I mean long term hours.
One solid day. not a few hours..
I'm so sorry for being such a demanding girlfriend bby .. You are the only one I have that I can spent my free time with .
All my friends are also busy with their NS boyfriends on weekends. If only I want to spend time
with them is to tag along with their boyfriends... and I totally don't like that. Coz I will get emotionally
jealous or sad when looking at them.. Cdah bestie has a boyfriend already. I'm happy for her ..Probably, she will
not have time for me anymore.. :(
My family members are also always busy with their own lives . Mum always working weekdays , weekends will go
back to JB to see Ayah . Jufri is also like me..always not coming back home..
I wanna get married fast so that someone can look after me, and cheer me up when I'm lonely. Seems like I have to wait for two more years . DAMMM!!
I miss my room at my jb house. I have all the privacy I can get in my own room.

2009-02-22T18:24:00.006+08:00

bby has been tempting to eat lasagna ....
So, this morning.. woke up... bathe .. then waited for his
Mum to finish cooking.. He was busy playing Pet Society
at home while me and his Mum went to Thomson Plaza NTUC to
buy the ingredients for the lasagna.. hehehe...
I made three sets of lasagna.. but his was specially made.. EXTRA EXTRA
cheese .. hehe..

CBTL TIONG BAHRU PLAZA REUNION

2009-02-21T11:24:00.006+08:00

okay ive have not been blogging for quite a while...
it seems that i dont have time to blog anyway....

on 19th February thursday ..
i went out with bestie cdah n her "to be bf" hafis..
Cdah gave me a treat ,, both burger king and movie..
How great she is ... That's why i LOVE her soo much ..

this movie was just great...
i wanna watch AGAIN with boyfie ...
THANKS CDAH !!!

20th february

After work AGAIN,, me isha PEN and regina went to tekka market
to look for our DND costumes... hahahha,,,, i got a dark blue
indian suit... so called 'kalartina' .. its not punjabi nor saree..
it seems like a flare dress with tight pants...

us at the emerald ballroom for DND practice

that's all for today's post.. can't wait for the reunion of the EX-coffeebeanies of
TIONG BAHRU PLAZA....
ZAID RAHMAT IRSYAD ZIE SYAQ SHAMEELA

2009-02-15T21:45:00.001+08:00

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL.

Everyone is hitting on me.
No one was there when i needed them.

I miss my baby love so much..

Good night.

2009-02-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

tdy i woke up at 6am ..bby forced me to wake up!! ishhh..
he went off to work n i went to iron my baju kurong to
get ready for nani's wedding (bby's cousin)..
den waited for the whole family to get ready..
i was the first one who was ready... n the other's were
like terhegeh2 ... hmmmpphhhh...no comments.
i got a chance to sleep for a few mninutes..
n then..me wawan siti n abg mai took cab to cik ita's
house at toa payoh..while ibu n ayah took mtr to toa payoh..
den reached the house.. me n siti had to do the decorations for
two dulangs.. one is sireh n the other is the cocktail jelly..
i didnt have time to take any pictures as I was so damm busy and I dont
feel like taking pictures...took the rented bus to woodlands ..
then waited for 11.00am for the tok kadi to come ..
baby arrived ...i was sitting and he was like walking around everywhere.
gosh !! i was so irritated .. blueks!! hehhehee...

bby's family

although today everyone is celebrating V day,,
me n bby didnt ...coz we dont believe in V day.. and its
against the religion anyway,...
so fake Public Display couples trying to show off
with roses and balloons ... hahahha :)

this is for u baby

2009-02-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

Dedicated specially for u love..
♥♥♥

Weak
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman

Strong
Since I been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you, only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going, going I'm gone away! Love!

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
Superhuman

I ♥ YOU!

love

2009-02-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

my new black hair

today is the most tiring day ever..
i slept at 2am n had to wake up at 7am..
goshh...damm tired or what..
i think i cant handle school at night and working
during the day.. it affects my whole body system..
i get tired easily.. anyway....after work today, i went to tekka market with
isha pen ... n yah .. we were browsing through lots n lots of indian suits..
i actually liked most of them..but i prefer getting a black n gold one for D&D...
haishh.. hmmm.. let's just see how much Mr Alvin wants to sponsor us..hehe......

boyfriend issues

I'm missing him so much.

Things are gonna be so different now..

I can't get to see him there n then when I miss him badly.

There are lots of restriction right now.. :(

I just wish things could get better in a few days time..

I took leave this friday just to spent time with him...

Hopefully it will turn out to be meaningful .

It feels really hurtful when I dont get to hug n meet him

when I don't get to make it up to what I did yesterday..

I just feel like tearing everytime I think of him ,

his hugs, his kisses, his playfulness, his jokes..

I miss him ok .

in love with d y d y

2009-02-09T18:00:00.001+08:00

I seriously do miss my baby love so much.

It seems that i depend on him to much ..

No other guy could replace the space that he has covered my

heart with full of love and trust.

He's the very first guy that really took care of me

very well. I felt secure in a way wherever i go, i feel

protected. He stands up for me. I love u baby more

than anything. Although it has only been 5 months since

we've been together,it feels like 5years.

i know he is the one for me ..

i love u mohd ismardi.

memories

2009-02-07T16:53:00.013+08:00

on his bday....

bday morning suprise from his parents

toa payoh

obar

fiza n lutfie

and then on the next day ,...
1st feb 2009
i went out wif the tapas girls .
cdah , dee , zuli , rashidah n nad
we went to eat at tapas one fullerton..
the food was damm nice..

HAPPY BDAY MY DEAREST BOYFIE

2009-01-31T13:43:00.002+08:00

i may not be the first to wish on d network ...but i
was there wif u wen d clock strikes 12 ..

Happy 23rd Birthday Sayang

more pics will be uploaded 2mrw..
more excitement tonite at o bar...
hehehe.....

2009-01-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

today is such a tiring day for me although i just
slacked at bby's house ...
i'm sorry baby for everything..i'm sorry i made u mad..
i'm sorry i lied.. i'm sorry ok.
i love u so much more than anything in my life..
thank u for the ride home sayang ...
i know u did lots of sacrifices for me...
but please please stop scolding me in a very harsh
way ok.. u cud always talk to me nicely.. n i wont
take advantage the kindness u give me..
i miss u already sayang.. although its been since
friday i slept ur house..ilysm...muackss..

my precious baby love

monday

2009-01-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

today bby woke up early coz he had to work at 11...
i was still sleeping soundly..hehehe...
he woke me up to teman eat breakfast..
so i also had my breakfast.. macdonalds.
ayah kan mac rider so every morning mesti
bawak balik macd breakfast..
hehhehe... hmmm..watched pesta pesta ..
funny seh..its been ages since i watched
tv..haha..n yes ..yesterday after bby finished
work,went amk hub to catch a movie..
we watched bride wars..the movie was funny for him..
but funny n emotional for me.. it makes me think
bout the frenship i had wif my besties..
that are no longer strong anymore...
n i miss my gf cdah especially ...

happy chinese new year.

2009-01-25T12:19:00.002+08:00

i wanna wish Happy chinese new year to all ..
n tanx eh semua kdai tutup half day or wat..
still at bf house coz jufri brought all his frens
over.. n ibu has went back to jaybee to see ayah..
bf has gone to work early in the morning 6.30am..
i was still sleeping n couldnt wake up to sent
him off to workk... yesterday we wnt shopping at
town... another set of bday prezzie for him..
zara jeans n onitsuka tiger shoe..
we went out bout after 7,as we were both
slackin at hm doin notin..so it was kinda
late wen it was my turn to shop!!!
hmmmmphhh!!!i dont knw wat to buy...
i wan the river island black n gold bag
n a black n gold biker jacket..
haishhh...
after town, we went to east coast p .
his mac rider frens chalet pit..
i was like the only gerl there...wen
aishah manweed's gf wanted to go hm..
i was stuffing myself with the chicken,otak2 n
hotdog..n den,,,.... they started boozing..
hmmmpphh,..i wasnt angry but bby had to work at 7am
in the morning and plus he will riding hm..
alot of SETAN frens,, hehhe.. die pun
"i boleh bawak motor lah sayang" hmmphh..
so die booze aku pun leh kan...hahah..but sikit je.
den at about 3plus we went hm .. with sufi n lufti pillion him..
so all the way from east coast to amk ave 1 they were racing..
i was so scared as my helmet dat i was wearing was a bit loose for me..
but actually it was fun though..haha,,bby said sufi will always win..

sat ur day ...

2009-01-24T17:02:00.003+08:00

been busy with work lately...... im at bf's hs .. n yah i just bought him a new mini lappy for his bday.. advance betul die dpt prezzie,,,..lots of things happened diz past few days ..n i don wanna mention about it..haishh.

black acer aspire one..

haha..baby pose maut.

been busy lately

2009-01-15T20:52:00.004+08:00

i dun noe why i feel very lazy to update .. wen i first wanted to make a blog i was soo into it... but now ... haish..i'm feelin very restless rite now...
yesterdy i took leave juz to spend time wif bf, coz it was his off day..but i had to make it quick one coz i had class at 7pm..wth.. very little quality time spent wif him.... n i dunnoe whether izzit me or him who doesnt treasure or make use of the time meaningfully . heh,. n yah tanx baby for buying me the hp dat i really wanted. smsung F480 gold!! i love u .. counting the days to ur bday...pics will be uploaded later.. i'm so damm lazy to upload it rite now... and TGIF tommrw!! yipehhh..betty off!! hahah..toodles n gud nite

monday blues

2009-01-12T22:42:00.007+08:00

just got back from skool.. haishh.... wat a tiring day..

today,reached work on time...8.30am..

lots n lots of paperwork...n yah ...
i wanna introduce to all of u to my boss..
MS BETTY KOH..today she was in a very good mood though ...
but sometimes i feel like killing her MAN!!
work has lots of politics..now i noe how workin world is like...
lots n lots of triple to 10 faces
ppl in the office who just wanna make us demoralised
... cant help it!!
and those OLD ppl who discriminate youngsters like me ...
they're jus JEALOUS dat we work faster than them..
and as if we r tryin to STEAL their ricebowl....wtf!!
i keep draggin n forcin myself to work everyday... hate BACKSTABBERS,..
backstabbers who smile n make jokes n buy u food n gifts but end up
bad mouthing at the back...
mediacorp shud hire them as actresses n yah they cud win the BEST award every yr..hahaha...
n today english skills was quite ok;better than last week..
i hate learning language...
its so dry it makes me wanna sleep...
me n my classmate xin li keeps giggling everytime de lecturer starts laughing
to himself wen he tells us his grandfather stories or make up lame jokes.. hahaha,,..
but he is a very nice man....
enuf of blabbering bout work n skool..
anyway, bf wants to buy me the samsung f480 gold limited edition hp...yipeehh..
and his bday is coming soon.. i noe what to buy ...hehehe...just wait n c!!
bf has been sick diz few days..been very worried...
he doesnt get enuf rest all the time.
his work is so tiring...
kcian bby i
later i massage whole body k sayang.. hehe..
n ONE LAST IMPORTANT thing..
please please less smoking k bby ..
i love u soo much sayang..

pic of the day

my gerls.i miss them badly!!

1st entry of my new blog

2009-01-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

hola..
yeah .my very 1st blog..
i'm very new to this blogger thingy..
today is sunday n quite a boring day..
woke up at 8.30am..
had breakfast wif bf.he had maggi goreng n i had banana nut crunch cereal..
hehehe...he went to work n i went home..slackin the whole day till now infront of my lappy..
bored.. haishh...
hmmm... tommorw will be a tiring day for me..
monday= 2days work load..den exact 6pm must rush to skul within an hour..
and to eat dinner ALONE.. haishh..